Everyone keeps telling me that I should move on with my life, start
over, enjoy the city, spend time with my friends, watch series and
movies, go to the gym, go to birthday parties and so on. That I should
not isolate...even though It's what I want for the time being. That we
are not meant to be together and the so called future together I had in
mind is not going to happen. Why would it considering the fact that it's
one sided? Why would I want to stay with a person like that? That I
should pick up the pieces, life is not over and something good will come
out of it..eventually.. when all the dust settles. That I am wonderful
and should value myself. That he does not deserve anything right now let
alone me. Soon the weather will be great and the pools are waiting for
us.
Why does everyone say that? Was it that obvious that this was not
going to work? Have I been so blind? Or are they simply being the best
friends I could have and are lifting up my broken pieces? I fear both.
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